As things fell apart, no one paid much attention
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Tuesday, September 6, 2005
8:11PM
i hate it when nothing works out for you..........
Thursday, May 19, 2005
4:59PM
You'll die from food poisoning - and then the natives will feast on your fatty limbs.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
12:49PM
and the monkey went FUCKING crazy
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
9:58PM
love is a place
and through this place of
love move
(with brightness of peace)
all places
yes is a world
and in this world of
yes live
(skilfully curled)
all worlds
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
8:37PM
A - Age you got your first kiss: 15 w00t
B - Band listening to right now: the arcade fire
C - Crush: i'd rather not say
D - Dad's name: BOB, BOBBY, ROBERT
E - Easiest person to talk to: james, jonathan w., or tyler
F - Favorite bands at the moment: the arcade fire, the killers
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: bears (i hate worms)
H - HomeTown: Washington D.C.
I - Instruments: i just push play
J- Junior High: league
K - Kids: 2 boys
L - Longest car ride ever: drive to washington
M - Mom's name: KATHY
N - ninja: tyler
O - One wish: that i could be the one who was happy for once
P - Phobias: spiders, snakes, failing
Q - Quote: "life's a garden, dig it..."
R - Reason to smile: most of my friends are happy
S - Song you sang last: the arcade fire_tunnels
T - Time you woke up [today]: 5:24
U - Unknown fact about me: i dont know
V - Vegetable you hate: cauliflower
W - Worst habit(s): cigarettes
X - X-rays you've had: ribs, teeth, mid-section
Y - Yummy food: chocolate chip cookies
Z - Zodiac sign: pisces
Sunday, May 8, 2005
9:24PM
i go to this window
just as day dissolves
when it is twilight and
looking up in fear
i see the new moon
thinner than a hair
making me feel
how myself has been coarse and dull
compared with you, silently who are
and cling
to my mind always
But now she sharpens and becomes crisper
until i smile with knowing
--and all about
herself
the sprouting largest final air
plunges
inward with hurled
downward thousands of enormous dreams
9:19PM
who knows if the moon's
a balloon,coming out of a keen city
in the sky--filled with pretty people?
(and if you and i should
get into it,if they
should take me and take you into their balloon,
why then
we'd go up higher with all the pretty people
than houses and steeples and clouds:
go sailing
away and away sailing into a keen
city which nobody's ever visited,where
always
it's
Spring)and everyone's
in love and flowers pick themselves
Wednesday, May 4, 2005
9:36PM
since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;
wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
-the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says
we are for each other: then
laugh leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis
9:32PM
if I should sleep with a lady called death
get another man with firmer lips `
to take your new mouth in his teeth
(hips pumping pleasure into hips).
Seeing how the limp huddling string
of your smile over his body squirms
kissingly, I will bring you every spring
handfuls of little normal worms.
Dress deftly your flesh in stupid stuffs,
phrase the immense weapon of your hair.
Understanding why his eye laughs,
I will bring you every year
something which is worth the whole,
an inch of nothing for your soul.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
12:52PM
i gave blood
i smoked a cig.
i ate at barleys
i cant wait until tomorrow night
i am going to the memorial service for dead mona
i wish my life was perfect.....
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
1:04PM
i swear he only kissed me and i told him to stop......
bullshit
Current mood:  irritated
Thursday, April 21, 2005
1:04PM
this life is such a waste
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
2:57AM
i think someone is striving for attention
gossip is boring and you are infecting our livejournals with your lame updates and your stupid comments. the only word i can think of is ..... pathetic
oh yeah , "looks like you need alittle gossip in your life" HEHEHEHHEHE queer
Friday, April 1, 2005
5 people i would say something to before I die (not including my parents)...
HOLMES' ASSIGNMENT
James
Holmes
Tyler
Sig
Hannah
and that is the list i am sorry if you feel upset or mad at me in any way shape or form
Current mood: CLOSE TO DEATh
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
4:44PM
We are just going home
We are just going home
We are just going home
We are just going home
We are just going home
We are just going home
We are just going home
We are just going home
Thursday, March 17, 2005
10:07PM
as things fell apart
nobody paid much attention
9:15PM
there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though i can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... i am simply not there.... it is hard for me to make sense on any given level. myself is fabricated, and aberration. i am a non-contingent human being. my personality is sketchy and unformed, my heartlessness goes deep and is persistent. my conscience, my pity, my hopes disappeared a long time ago. there are no more barriers to cross. all i have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil all the mayhem i have caused and my utter indifference toward it, i have now surpassed. i still, though, hold on to one single bleak truth: no one is safe, nothing is redeemed. yet i am blameless. each model of human behavior must be assumed to have some validity. is evil something you are? or is it something you do? my pain is constant and sharp and i do not hope for a better world for anyone. in fact i want my pain inflicted on others. i want no one to escape. but even after admitting this --- and i have, just about every act i have committed --- and coming face-to-face with these truths, there is no catharsis. i gain no deeper knowledge about myself, no new understanding can be extracted from my telling. there has been no reason for me to tell you any of this, this confession has meant nothing....
Wednesday, March 9, 2005
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